sengokus: (♟ fake sentiment)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . he flusters again. wow.]

.... it's - not on purpose....

[he tends to recover quickly at least]
sengokus: (♟ i'm not giving up no not yet;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . he tilts his head at that.]

... are you actually worried about me, Lenore-san?

.... I think I'll be okay. I'm pretty prepared to deal with dangerous situations, at least.

[and he doesn't want to give her a burden to fret over]
sengokus: (♟ there's nothing left)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . it's a sweet sentiment. it embarrasses him a little, but it warms his heart even more. so he'll just hold a hand out to her, palm up]

Give me your hand real quick, Lenore-san?
sengokus: (♟ i'll wait for you)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
[he'll bring her hand up to his neck then - holding onto her fingers so that she can feel his pulse point, lingering there for a moment. then he'll move her hand to rest over his heart, so she can feel the steady cadence of his heartbeat under her fingertips]

I'm right here. Alive and well.

I plan to keep being here, alive and well, for as long as possible. So you don't have to lose anyone else.

I couldn't do that to you.
sengokus: (♟ and now i lay myself down;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
[oh - he meets the hug easily enough, letting his arm circle around her too, aiming for reassurance. though he flusters a little bit at her words even still, laughing a little - awkwardly]

Ahah... That's - really not what I'm aiming for, uh...

[ . . . . ]

.... I just wish people would be able to say these things to you more often, Lenore-san. I don't think it's all that much. No one wants to be left alone...
sengokus: (♟ i will fight)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 08:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . ? he tilts his head at that, a little confused as his brow furrows]

Because it was me...?
sengokus: (♟ i'll wait for you)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 08:15 am (UTC)(link)
[oh.

he just laughs a little bit at that]


—I like you too, Lenore-san. Who wouldn't?
sengokus: (♟ i'll reach my hands out)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 04:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . . . .

oh?

he startles at that a little because - does. she mean? does she mean......?]


.... ha?

But -

................. ha?
sengokus: (♟ holes in my false confidence;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-14 11:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Wanted.... to?

[oh

oh god he's turning so red oh god]


I, uh....! Lenore-san, that's not.... [oh noooooo] We... We barely know each other! So that's - that's so nice of you, I don't really know what to do with it to be honest.

But I, uh. Um. .... I don't.... know if I can do stuff like that - here.
sengokus: (♟ there's nothing left)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-15 07:19 am (UTC)(link)
[he pauses at that before shaking his head]

I don't... think 'uncomfortable' is the word? It's more like... I guess I'm just surprised. Sorry. I don't really know what to say to this sort of thing - I'm pretty unpopular back home...

But - I think you're really nice. I think you're crazy pretty. I think that you're really cute and sweet and.... I'm really happy we're getting along better.

[ . . . ]

I just - It's a little too complicated for me... to think of... feelings and stuff here.
sengokus: (♟ and you'll see me waiting for you)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-15 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[wow! good for lenore so that means that she no longer has to deal with feeling his absolutely insane heartbeat underneath her hand, like it was threatening to leap right out of his chest]

I....

[he flusters a little bit before his expression just turns to one that's - soft. sentimental.]

.... I hope you find one. Your soulmate. Your person who'll be there for you through anything and everything. I... I think that's what I want, and I don't know if I'm cool or casual enough to be able to do anything less than giving my all to somebody.

But I'll support you while we're here - however I can.
sengokus: (♟ there's nothing left)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-16 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
Ahah... Thanks...

[even if he looks a little flustered at the comment]

But - yeah, I think so too. A lot of the people here are really nice.
sengokus: (♟ like lovers do)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-17 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
Too nice...? What makes you say that?